Long before the sun awakes
Ambush it there
In its rising shout
Neon rainbow
Across the world
Beyond the edge
Of Earth
Beyond the realm
Of life itself
I am transported
To other worlds
To other dreams
To other insights
I learn my bounds
Then extend them
Beyond what I’d known
Or even dreamed possible
I remind myself
To love and revere every being
Every living thing as if
Each were a god or bodhisattva
Something
Tantalizingly near
Excruciatingly remote
Intangibly real
Exquisitely beautiful
A mote
In the corner of one eye
Visible only
In the periphery
Invisible looking straight on
And I wonder
At how we build so high
When we worship our gods
Or when we think
We have become them
Now I walk with a gentle deference
Listen, when I might have spoken
Forgive, when I might have challenged
Let go, when I might have held on
As I test
Who I am
What I do
What I have
Against
Who I might have been
What I might be doing
What I might have
After a while
All anyone sees of me
Is the walls
After a while
All that is left of me
Is the walls