Tag: depression

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Chaotic Grid, Tablelands Hike, Gros Morne National Park, Newfoundland, Canada

The Game

He played the game

All day
And all night

He played the game

Because when he played
He never cried

When he played
He never felt shattered

Or broken

Or alone

He played
And he played
Until he exhausted consciousness

He played

Until even the terror
Even the darkness
Deep inside him
Could no longer hold
Sleep at bay

And then he slept

Until the dreams
The nightmares
Woke him again

The images
Never survived consciousness
He never remembered the dreams
Just that a dream woke him

Leaving only the shattered terror
And the loneliness
The lovelessness

So again
He played

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Waiting for the Train, From the New Delhi to Agra Express Train, Uttar Pradesh, India

Waiting

We wait
This cold wet morning
For a train that is never on time

Huddled and swaddled
Against the chill
The platform
Covered from the rainy mist
But the breeze bites
Even through the blankets

In a mood neither bleak nor hopeful
But resolute and assured
For while the train is late
It is all but inevitable
And will take us from here
To somewhere else

Where somewhere else
May be work
Or home
Or family or friends
Somewhere we’ll find
Something we need
Or let go of something we don’t

Perhaps the only value
Of waiting here
Is to be able to step off
Somewhere else
Somewhere that is not here

And
For the moment
That is enough

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The Path Through Darkness, Middle Head Trail, Cape Breton Highlands National Park, Nova Scotia, Canada

The Path Through Darkness

Stillness in dark, dense forest
Light trickles through the canopy
Enough to cast shadows of utter black
In near blackness

Trees and roots form vague outlines
A maze of a path
Upon a maze for footfalls

I stumble my way
In a direction which seems
Forward

Progress slow
Or futile
I do not know

No matter
If futile
Step back
Seek another path

In this sense
All paths lead to the light
Failure is to remain complacent
In the darkness