Category: Abstract

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Headlong into the Highway, Denpasar, Bali, Indonesia

Muzzle Velocity ~ NaPoWriMo Day 27

It came at us so fast
Muzzle velocity
Non-linear

So many breeches
So many crimes
So many offences
So much hatred

From every direction
All at once
Diverging
Merging
Breeding

Pick one
Out of the spray of transgressions
Pick the most egregious one

Try to track it
Understand it
Predict it
Counter it

But then another
Even worse
And then another
Worse again
And another
Unfathomable
And another
Unthinkable
And another
Impossible

Until existence itself
No longer seems real
And it is oh, so very tempting
To just throw up our hands
Not so much in surrender
Or resignation
Or exasperation
But in absolute confusion

We don’t know what to do anymore
What to think
What to feel

Emotional
Intellectual
Spiritual
Cognitive
Physical

Overload

All that is left
Is a collective
Shudder and shout
In the streets

Return fire
The muzzle velocity
Of the masses

Hit them with every grievance
With every suffered pellet of shot

March
Raised fists
Raised voices

Smother them with resistance
From every direction
All at once

Until they throw up their hands
In surrender

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Wide eyed innocence

Innocence ~ NaPoWriMo Day 4

The wide-eyed innocence
Beyond recollection
Beyond nuance
When the world could only register
In stark simplicities

Mommy/not mommy
Pain/tickle/ooooh!
Shiny!

When I was free
To express
Every goddamn emotion
I felt
In every moment

A torrent of tears
Screams of anguish
A coo for a stranger’s caress
Giggles for the silly thing
Shaken for my joy only

And awe
So much awe

Now nuance has become unsubtle
Which tinges awe
With the immensity
Of evil

So I long for an innocence
I cannot recall
Knowing it only in the eyes
Of those who have no words
To remind me of it

I envy the present
That lives behind their eyes
But the future?
I fear for them

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Stuart Skinner, Edmonton Oilers, Stanley Cup Playoffs, Game 6 against Dallas Stars, Edmontton, Ablerta, Canada

Bell Ringer ~ NaPoWriMo Day 3

The puck hit him
Square in the facemask
A one hundred mile per hour slapshot
And it really rung his bell
The world shattered for him
Spun like an off-centre top about to fall
Vision blurred
And he felt a little sick to his stomach

Like he felt during the weird, disparate moments
Of the past weeks and months and years
That flashed through his mind
As visual and aural nightmares

There was the candidate gloating
About sexual assault
And getting elected anyway
Though it all should have ended
Before it even started
In an open mic moment

And an administrative error
That sends a man to a foreign torture chamber
And making no effort to bring him back
Or even apologize
A man who already can only be counted
As one among thousands
Soon tens of thousands
And how many more?
Only history puts an upper limit

The lie that no judge has the authority
To adjudicate the actions of a president
Who can simply ignore the law

“Long live the King”
He proclaimed with a ridiculous faked cover
Straight from the halls of the White House
After he went after a city
For the temerity to write
Its own traffic laws

This “leader of the free world”
Promises to annex one sovereign neighbour
Though he needs nothing it has
Run a hostile takeover on another
As if a landmass were a corporation ripe with assets
And send troops to take a canal
Because, well, it used to be his

There he is
He and his orange smirk
Swearing oaths
He would soon break
As if epithets and slanders
Surrounded by billionaires
Many with their own agendas
Catalogued in a plan for 2025
Serviced by their sycophantry
To an emerging despot

One is also a gloater
Who takes a chainsaw
And a woodchipper
To entire agencies
And the tens of thousands
Who’ve worked to make them
The envy of so many
And to the tens of millions
They serviced
Then whines for all to see
When the millions
Stop buying his shit
Both product and actions
And set his world on fire

Then yesterday
A tablet of tariffs
Against every trading partner
Friends, allies, enemies alike
Without cause
Without reason
But to a great effect
All can see coming
But the self-styled King
The despot

Now today
The stock market whirls
As its unsteady feet
Fall from beneath it

As does our goaltender
Who slumps forward
Falling toward unconsciousness
While a thousand more absurdities
Flash through his mind
Before his facemask again
Is crushed by its contact with the ice

And then there is darkness

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Light in the Darkness, Crease Building, Riverview Hospital, Coquitlam, British Columbia, Canada

Light ~ Pic and a Word Challenge #389

The light within
Too dim
To illumine
My confines

A window
Lets in
The light
Of the world

Slight
Narrow
Itself confined
To a shaft

Enough to illumine

Patterns

Which become bricks
In one wall of my

Confinement

That there is a wall
Unnerves me
But a prison of bricks
Is preferable to one of darkness

So I welcome the light
Invite its wisdom
Its insight

Ask it

Is there more here than the bricks?

A soft, warm chuckle precedes its reply

There is
You will not like much of it
Many things in the light
Seem terrifying

That is the way of life
But so too is there beauty
And love
In the light

And while terror 
Is found easily enough
In the darkness
Love and beauty need light

I nodded
Contemplated for a moment
Then turned to the light

I accept this challenge

And so began
The journey to discover
Me

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Chaotic Grid, Tablelands Hike, Gros Morne National Park, Newfoundland, Canada

The Game

He played the game

All day
And all night

He played the game

Because when he played
He never cried

When he played
He never felt shattered

Or broken

Or alone

He played
And he played
Until he exhausted consciousness

He played

Until even the terror
Even the darkness
Deep inside him
Could no longer hold
Sleep at bay

And then he slept

Until the dreams
The nightmares
Woke him again

The images
Never survived consciousness
He never remembered the dreams
Just that a dream woke him

Leaving only the shattered terror
And the loneliness
The lovelessness

So again
He played